April 7th, 2016 
3:00 am


I have so much on my mind... I honestly feel like i'm dead. I keep myself from so much because i am so scared of being hurt again. I can't trust anyone... Mentally i don't think i can handle too much more. I try to be positive and push back harder but i'm breaking down. They hurt me... everyone. In ways no one could imagine. I put trust into so many people. I can't even trust my own parents... they would just stab me in the back to save themselves. I can't stop thinking about last year... that was the hardest year of my life. I have never cried so much... because of that i can't cry anymore. I'm still holding on... i guess that's all that matters. I don't know... am i crazy?

Welcome to my life!

This will be a blog about me just getting my feelings out about things that happen daily and most likely some poetry. First off... for you to get too know me just a little, My name is Brandi and i am 16 years old. I absolutely love animals and the color Purple. I've been through a lot! I'm a very positive person with a lot of insecurities and i do my best to help others. 

So stay tuned for my everyday rants! Well... most likely every other day :)